3rd person in Relationship ( Part II )

I Left 20days at kk  before leave sabah ,

and then have to face this relationship at KL ,

how do i feel when i get there ?

am i feel happy ?

am i feel exited ?

am i feel sorrow ?

am i feel jealous?

am i feel tired ?

am i feel sad ?

am i feel fragile ?

am i feel afraid ?

i never dare to think all of this ,

Blame Myself not knowing him earlier ....if not ... i wont be this .....

even i feel this really unfair to me ... but wat can i do ...

i never wanting to destroy their relationship ,

but now im consider disturbing their relationship ...

since the person treat him really good ...

when he tell me ... that im have to be A ....

How broke of my heart that night .....

我真的爱了，但是我不能破坏......我只好等.

爱情真的让我变得更愚蠢了