我不说...不代表我不在乎

很多事，都无法说出口

也只好乖乖得放在心里

让它慢慢得成为我生活中的日常“工作”

因为我晓得

说了，改变不了事实

不说，也改变不了现实

而我选择不说

已经习惯了这种姿态

但是我不曾不说

就代表我不在乎

其实 

每当日出与日落

我都会为一个人祈祷

我说：

愿上苍

赐给他坚强的生命力

赐给他勇敢的心面对一切的困难

赐给他信心面对一切的困难

愿他平安。

1st March 2010

不知不觉，

做工做了昨天，

 才有Off Day。

最近，

因工作累而心情不好，

脾气较差，

骂人也骂了不少。

时间几乎都在工作和睡觉,

没时间关心别的事，

也许你们会认为

这是借口，

但是我不在乎.....

如果你们觉得我变了，

我无话可说，

因为我知道，

再怎么解释也改变不了你们的想法，

我宁愿安静...

也许没有我的日子，

也许你们会比较好过...

不必为我而压力伤痛。

不管你们对我的想法是如何，

我都承认...

不管，我是不是成熟，

不管，我珍不珍惜朋友，

不管，我喜欢乱发脾气，

不管是怎样，

我都承认...

 "S" ：你搬了，要找你都难了...也许未来的来临更难遇见....对不起

"V" ：你说得没说，想我这种人，不该跟我做朋友，我晓得你已经block我了，你这么做是应该的.....但我还是想说对不起说了难听的话给你,我不懂要怎么说，我只懂得说对不起....，没用的我....

:"P" ： 你要好好保重自己，对不起如果我说错了话...

"LG" : 我会好好过....你也是..

"BSN" : 谢谢你教我这里的一切，虽然不是全部，对不起我那么笨，但还是要谢谢你..

【只是一首歌 -- 足以让你怀念一个人】

喜欢听歌的人都有着说不出的秘密。

 其实一首喜欢的歌曲
足以让我们在喧嚣的大 街上倏忽想起消失很久的一个人
足以让我们在悄无声息的暗夜想起记忆中的那张笑脸
足以让我们的世界在青天白日下变的满目荒凉
因为你 神经脉动里早已留下了挥之不去的音符，那么让人萧条又雀跃。

 

所以我知道，

也很确定喜欢听歌的肯定有寂寞的人。
喜 欢分享故事的你，我，他，都是最寂寞的人。
一首简单的歌曲听久了会上瘾，犹如思念也会上瘾的。
让我们这样去生活吧
一个人逛街的时 候戴着耳机
不去想，不去理会，不去忧伤，可以笑得灿烂，可以告诉他人自己很好
即使在暗地的自己很懦弱，很卑微，很狼狈
也要在天明 的时候换好假面.

我们不是天生的寂寞家，不是天生的伤感家
也 不是天生的苦命者
只是，只是有的时候
我们的世界走过了连回头的机会也没有
就让生活该怎么就怎么
忘记自己年少的时候，自己 青春时那个真挚的爱人
我们或迟或早要走开

一首歌就让你心生孤寂
一首歌就让你内心冰冷
一 首歌就让你热血沸腾
一首歌就让你看不见预想的未来
今天你走了，带着满怀的说不出走了。

爱一个人

爱的感觉，

总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

很快乐，

总觉得多一个人陪，

多一个人帮你分担，

你终于不再孤单了，

至少有一个人想着你，

恋着 你，

不论做什么事情，

只要能在一起，

就是好的。

但是慢慢的，

随着彼此认识越深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点于是问题一个接着一个发生，

你开始烦，

你开始累，

甚至要想逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候才捡得到？

又或者她适合你，

那你又适合她吗？

最近,

有一个朋友问我 :

“到底该怎么做才算爱一个人呢？” 

而我，

笑着对他说 ，

每个人对爱情的观念都不一样的，
只是看你怎么去对待这份爱情，
还有你对爱情的经历... 

而我的答案是,

爱一个人，

要了解他，

也要开解。

要说道歉，

也要道谢。

做错了，

要认错，

也要改错。
要忠诚,
而不是背叛。

要体贴，
也要体谅。

接受他的一切，

而不是忍受。

是宽容，

而不是纵容。
是诚实，
而不是谎言。

是支持，

而不是支配。

是慰问，

而不是质问。

是倾诉，

而不是控诉。

是难忘，
而不是遗忘。

是彼此交流，

而不是凡事交待。

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求。

可 以浪漫，

但不要浪费。

可以随时牵手，

但不要随便分手。

即使你不再爱一个人，

也只有怀念，

而不会怀恨。

 祝福他和别人，
而不是破坏他们。

10 Reason To Smile ~

1. Smiling Makes You Attractive.

We are drawn to people who smile.
There is an instant attraction.
We want to know them.
 
2. Smiling Changes Your Mood.
 
Next time you are feeling down,
Try putting on a smile.
Smiling can trick the body.
 
3. Smiling is Contagious.
 
Smiling brings happiness to you.
Smile lots. You will lighten up a room
And draw people to you like a magnet.

4. Smiling Relieves Stress.

When you are stressed, put on a smile.
The stress should be reduced and
You'll be able to take action.

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System.

Your immune function improves
Because you are more relaxed.
Prevent flu and colds by smiling.
 
6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure

When smiling there is a measurable
Reduction in your blood pressure.
Smile and you'll see.
 
7. Smiling Releases Endorphins,
Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin

Studies have shown that smiling releases
These three and makes us feel good.
Smiling is a natural drug.
 
8. Smiling Makes You Look Younger

The muscles used to smile lift the face.
Don't go for a face lift, just try
Smiling your way through the day.
 
9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful.

Smiling people appear more confident,
Are more likely to be promoted, and
More likely to be approached.
 
10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive.

Smile. Now try to think of something
Negative without losing the smile.
It's hard. When we smile our body is
Sending the rest of us a message that
"Life is Good!" Stay away from depression,
Stress and worry by smiling.

KL Life 1st Chapter ...

Its been 2 weeks at KL . not yet find a job..hahaha..being too relax ..omg...

but im finding this weekends....

 Im going to show you ...

where i  been

and what i took

Its not much because im quite fucking lazy to take lot picture

hahahaha...

This is the view from outside suria KLCC

err..this is the Decoration of KLCC...><

I don't know how many years i didn't eat this fast food .....

sabah's branch already lost for more than 6 years

Pavillion View..HOHO

THE END THATS ALL

These Few day,

i keep on listen to my 3rd idol song..

Leona Lewis.

her song is really nice and expression of emotion really strong,

for me

she is the western best female singer i ever heard ,

i love the way she sing especially when she sing live

strong! BRAVO!!

so im going to share to guys

my favorite song of Leona lewis.

A Moment Like This

Footprints In The Sand

Here I Am

Homeless

Run ( THE MOST I LOVE )

Alive

Broken

Stone Heart

Stop Crying Your Heart Out

You Don't Care

Outta My Head

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

I Will Be

Can't Breathe

Happy

I See You

New Chapter at KL....

10.01.2010

i leave sabah and moved to KL stay,

but i feel weird on myself,

last time i was excited when near the day to KL,

but now i seems like didn't have any excitement ,

just a ordinary feeling ,

been stay at here for few days,

so far there is nothing big problem to worry about,

job , money.

Now is 14.01.2010 ,

1.01am ,

when the bad feeling comes,

but you have no idea how to express the feeling ,

What is your feeling when someone you love didn't find you at all ,

what are you thinking when someone you love didn't find you at all,

and you asking yourself why did your love didn't reply you at all,

even though you sms and msn your love ,but ends up still didn't reply you at all

and you keep on waiting your love's reply but seems like it never appear ,

no matter what you say or do,

end up everything still same ,

The star will fade away someday.....